ADOLESCENCE
As a kid I learned that
A universe can exist on the surface of a red balloon
Where galaxies are drawn leaving
Lingering aromas of black sharpie
Where all are marked for a first breath
And then a mysterious death
Any which way
We will all be blown full with endless nothing
Till all our belt notches run out
So I ran for the hills after been caught red handed
With my red pills and their cheap thrills
These cherry red lifesaver candies
So artificially sweet
Well it's sweet, right? I would say What's so artificial about that?
Any which way
We will all be blown full with endless nothing
Till all our belt notches run out
COLLEGE
For me studying math equaled
Hauling around an extension cord plus a staple gun
While wearing a color of safety orange
So bright no one could look at me for very long
I would haunch over with a ladder
Worn awkwardly on my back
And breathe heavily into everything
Readying myself to step up
If I only could find the first step
I was so hungry to bathe in the stars
Yet I settled for a constellation of electric screens
That I could secure all around me
With the proper coding and voltage
ADULTHOOD
At the end of the day
A fever will melt
My shattered pieces
Back into glass
And the birds
Flying through my body
Will find themselves
At a window
Listening to their thumps
I say "Don't worry..."
If you are hurt
I will nurse you back to health
With the rest I take
Between each breath
Your hard beaks can peck away
I will still kiss you goodnight
SWIMMING
The type...
Where you barely pull yourself out of the pool Hot flesh welcoming the cold crisp of cement
The body raining down
You are your own lucky cloud
As muscles and their sockets twitch electric
The heart is now a popped eardrum
And the speakers of the lungs have finally blown out
Ribs are begging
Crawling to embrace one another again
Like a hunter using every ounce of flesh and bone
A monster's creator flipping every switch up and on
READING
My new arena astounds
Despite its sumptuous sound being bound
In two dimensions
With rubber bands ran through and round
In my mind
Fluttering flashes from a roaring crowd
Frame each second
I am wiped down in gasoline with shine and sheen
I am perspiring from a ferocious fire that's thundering
Hear it
drip drip
So I strike my match red on this bloody fever dream
Trickling out my temple and down my jaw
I'm ready to be knocked out